all-right! its been long since i've blogged! gosh. having a serious headache which makes me feel like vomiting now. Been sitting in front of the computer and reading chain and chain and chain of sentences for 1234567 hours, trying so hard to look for a job! Right now, the most critical question which i totally have no answer at all has been constantly appearing in my mind:"what am i going to do with my life now?" every night i pray to god so the answer can drop from nowhere but it seems like my prayer is unanswered. if only all questions have difinite answers, then we wouldn't be thinking so hard for just a short and simple answer which is not worth investing so much time thinking about it. well, during my stay in malaysia, i have thought of what i wana do with my future, which is to be like anna-nicole smith..haha just kindding. i wana be a private banker where i could work for myself and be given flexible working hours. currently, there are 2 routes that i can take. If i were to take the first route, which is the working route, my aim would be to save lots of money and by the age of 21, i must obtain substantial amount of funds to invest in high-return securities. I believe that we must start young when investing shares or any form of securities because as compared to our parents or grandparents, we have a longer time horizon to recover our losses, if there is any. Lets say, you bought a unit trust at the age of 21 and ur dad bought one too but at the age of 45. unit trust is a form of passive fund where you buy and sit on it and keep as long as you want, as long as the price is not less than your cost price. By investing young, you are given an advantage over the 'oldies' because they do not have much time and money to waste as most of their money is saved for their retirement while you still have the time and youth to continue working and earn the money back. okay. enough said. my point is INVEST YOUNG! which i am definitely going to if i have the capital. next, i shall move on to my second route, which is furthering my studies. things which i must consider before furthering my studies: 1) which degree am i going to take? accounting and Finance or accounting only? 2) which school should i enter? local or overseas? 3) do i really want to continue this course? is it my really interest, if not i'll be wasting my dad's money of i were to further it. 4) my work experience will not be colourful This is the Primary route that will differentiate my pay from others. By furthering my studies, i am able to receive higher pay than those without a cert. so now by sorting out the advantages and disadvantages of different routes, i definitely want to further my studies. argh..i am like a jelly fish now..floating around with no destination in mind.